Thursday, February 15, 2007
another two more days will be chinese new year liao...yeah!i am so happy...anyway i was so pissed yesterday...fucking freaking pissed...shant say who i am pissed with but she is a person who is rather close with me...its like whats the probem with her...i treated her like damn nicely but she is like a betrayer...she bad-mouthed people...sometimes she really pisses me off...well,she might not say that in front of me but she told someone...i really shouting the word FUCK right in front of her face lah...she always give me the face like she is so damn mighty wonderful and we got to follow all her orders like that...whats her fucking problem!i really didn't feel like talking to her at all but when i go to school that time,she started talking to me...and so i started talking to her...i know that i am really fucking stupid of me to talk to her...as if she is like so great!but my dad always tell me that i should not bother about what poeple say...its their mouth and we can't possibly control what they want to say...unless we got some super powers...so i shouldn't bother about her...maybe i treated my friends too nicely...i really treated them as if they were all my girlfriends and i am their boyfriend...i will just try to put up with them even though sometimes i am really pissed with them...cause no one in the world is perfect...they will make mistakes and so will i...so i will just try to forgive and forget what they said that had offened me in some way and another...cause i know that they dont mean it...but this time is really different...i trusted her a lot...and she said"......................"i shan't say what she say...if not it will be damn obvious...well,after this incident...i really learnt my lesson...i should not just treat my friends so well...those who deserve it i will treat them better,but those who don't i will just treat them normally...anyway my impression on that person had really changed...hopefully i will just forget about this fucking thing and just treat her as nicely as before...but that may take some time i guess...it wasn't through this icident only,but also a lot other things,i realiesed that i shoudn't treat my friends very nicely...
never treat your friends too nicely or they will take advantage of you...
[7:38 AM]
*BERMUDAS*
*EAR-STUDS*
*SHOES*
*WATCH*
*BAGS*
*PENCIL-CASE*
I HaTe YoUr FuCkInG AtTiTuDe...
I HaTe YoUr FuCkInG AtTiTuDe...
I HaTe YoUr FuCkInG AtTiTuDe...
I HaTe YoUr FuCkInG AtTiTuDe...